Slap in the face

Its funny when a new boyfriend does everything the ex didn't do. Feels AMAZING for a women. I wonder if the ex realizes when he fucked up? lOL

You think he wants you.

You think he doesnt.

He leaves her with mixed feelings.

He never gives her a Yes or a No.

Leaves her wondering.

Sometimes leaves her hanging.

Gives minutes. Not hours.

He is affectionate but its been months,

 which are now a sweet memory.

He wants you.

He makes time for you. 

He tells you he thinks of you.

He gives you that one on one attention.

Hes loves to talk about anything.

He gives loving hugs.

Thats enough to make him smile.

And just wants her around....

Laying here listening to Drake.. Lil Wayne...call me ghetto gansta mama haa
 i dont give a Fk.. Thats my chill vibe..i just want to chill and drink and be with you....haa THIS jam makes me "feelin some type of way."

...as youve put it ...missn You..

 Baby wont you come my wayyyy
 cause baby your the baddest..

baby wont you come my wayyyy

lovn the jam.

Secret life of a single hard working mom

Havnt blogged in forever it seems like. So much has happened in just weeks. The top of the year started off a bumb...alone on New Years Eve. Cheers to the single life! But believe me next year will all change. This momma is on the hunt for her next love. Shall i say lover? lOL wishful dreamful thinking hmmmm let me enjoy my thoughts for a minute.....OK times up haha Anyhow enough of that. Found a new job and am so happy im on the right track. I started a new job and low and behold BAM! I catch Bronchitis with a patch of Pneumonia on my left Lobe WONDERFUL! Fortunateley i did not loose my job! PHEWWWW!!! So lucky for that. Got my daughter all registered for high school next year CHECK life is on track..my youngest is doing very well in school so proud of the both of them. They make me so proud. And they can never ever say there mom was never there for them. Threw sickness and the whole 99 ive been there. There the loves of my life. Another thing has happend..ive been helping a good friend of mine help get some business going. Hes asked me to find numbers for him for shows. If i blurt what kind of show youd be shocked but its for a ladies night. Which would be completely incredible. Im his right hand it feels like. He calls and throws ideas and i give him my ideas on what women or men like and he runs with it. I did my part and got the number for the Magic Mike men from Las Vegas and they returned his call. He thanked me for all the help and support ive been giving him. I was amazed i found the right number for it is very difficult to get threw to some of these Vegas promoters. All i know is if this all plays out the way we been talking and he make things happen it will be an amazing feeling to be part of something so big. I will have part in the creating of this event and it feels amazing. And a feeling of accomplishment. Anyways enough about that  haa

The life of me in January 2017

You should of opened your eyes.

 I was crazy for you.

From here forward im going to be more positive and a better example.