Classic hahaa

Chistmas 2017

Just me and my corrina on this Christmas Eve. Its truly a silent night. My poor girl even fell asleep. Shes been battling a fever since early morning. We've been a couple of couch potatoes and are now on our 8th movie. I wonder what my family is doing. They are most likely playing a few games, sipping on some fine wine, and opening a few gifts. Laughing, smiling, maby even getting tipsy. 

2 Years ago we celebrated Christmas at my aunt valeries just days after the death of my father. I got so drunk that night. I swore i would never get that drunk ever again in my life. I wished and hoped for my dad and even thought of near death of myself out of pure selfishness. I was drunk and in and out of sleep. I was sick in the head and missed my dad. My mother and uncle took care of me. My mom was pissed at me for getting so drunk. I promised i would never get like that again. And i never have. I pace myself. I dont ever go over board like that one night. 

 I poured myself a glass of Rossi this past friday after work. And cheered to the weekend. Im so ever greatful for this 3 day weekend. I needed it. The commute to work has been getting to me. And the work overload on my plate has been getting to me also. Anyways, cheers to the weekend. Saturday i caught up on sleep and watched movies with corrina. My friend stopped by and spent a few hours with me. Sipped on wine and chatted some. I gave him his christmas present. He had that smile on his face that gets me every time. 

Today, i got up and started baking oatmeal cookies and made rice krispy treats for moms. Im sure everyone enjoyed them tonight. Mom sent me a picture of the kids eating one before dinner hahaa. Im near half threw my bottle of Rossi so yummy. Pacing myself. Corrina and i ordered mountain mikes for dinner. Corrina ate just a little bit for she is still not feeling well. She passed on the chicken broth i made her and took a slice of pizza. I dont blame her. 

I'm really missing him and my family tonight. I wish we can all be under the same roof right about now. I wonder what they are all doing at this very moment.

Love is spending the rest of your life with someone you want to kill and not doing it because you'd miss them.

xox

To the person who drives me out of my fucking mind...

You drive me wild. Insane.

Your always on my mind.

It never gets old.

Me & You.

I hate you.

I fucking love your mind.

Your eyes. Your skin make me putty.

You get my insanity.

I love your thoughts. 

It never gets old.

I hate you.

I fucking love you. 

Dont ever stop loving.

Forever yours....kisses.