My moms cousin Cabrina took these pictures while she was serving our country in Iraq a few years back. These pictures are amazing. The second photo she was caught in a major sandstorm.... Id be scared out of my mind. But she caught this image! Once again amazing!

Bright & sunny day

Its such a nice day today. I think i might just go outside and play :) 75 degrees to be exact! Niccce! Its a bit breezy so i put my pink & white cap on. Love days like this, shorts, a tank & flip flops. I got a few arrons to run and may take a drive out to the lake to enjoy the water. Have a wonderful day peeps!

Live in the moment

Everybody has a past, dont fear mine.

Great so far!

My night tonight...i started to make some dinner. On the menu- tacos, spanish rice, & beans. Well got started, and realized i didnt have any cheese! So at 730 at night had to head to the store. At first i thought..Ugh but then realized i was out of Sangria. Well it gave me reason even more so to go to the store. HA! My favorite. Came home, and finished up dinner. Cleaned kitchen swept the floor & now im enjoying my glass of Sangria. :) Wishing i was on a date.....wahahahaha Dreaming....all the dreaming....itll happen when its time. Im in no rush. Enjoying making new friends and great conversation. Something i havnt had till now & it feels FABULOUS!! Cheers! And cheers to new friends!! ;)

Ye to el Kanye....Im ready for a drinky drink Cran & Vodka night CHEERS!

And I always find, yeah, I always find
somethin wrong
You been puttin up wit my shit just way to
long
I'm so gifted at findin what I dont like the
most
So I think it's time for us to have a toast

Let's have a toast for the douchebags,
Let's have a toast for the assholes,
Let's have a toast for the scumbags,
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast for the jerkoffs,
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can

It is what it is

Im feeling so overwhelmed today. Its ridiculous. All i can do is take a deep breathe and focus on one thing at the moment. Im one person feeling like im being pulled in so many directions. I wish i was on a beach all alone just me and the sound of the waves crashing against the floor. Listening to the sound of the wooshing sand moving up and down from the force of the waves. Closing my eyes just listening to the sounds. Its soothing to the soul just the ocean and i.

If you wanna make sharona very happy...walk in her door with one of her favorites!

Mmmm GOOD! ;)

My favorite spot in Napa CA.





My mom & i

How time has flown by so fast.
It seems as if it were just yesturday, that i was so little
& could fit right in your lap.

You are my favorite girl.
Always & always...
Forever in my heart.

I love you mom.
Always & always...
Forever in my heart.

I cherish every moment as if it were our last.
I never take advantage of the moments in our past.
I will always cherish you in my heart.

Always & always....forever in my heart.

5 experiances in my life that has made me , ME

1.  When i was 6 years old i was in a car accident. Was thrown 30 ft in the air. Nearly died. A drunk driver had hit me, he was the school janitor btw, who had a drink on his break. Changed my life forever as a kid. I was in a coma for a number of days. I couldnt walk, and had to do physical therapy for weeks. It was such a tragic experiance that every oct of every year i cant help but think of that day. I dont remember all the details just in little flashbacks or faint memories. Bits and pieces i should say. I remember being in the hospital and going threw alot of test. I remember laying on a table and then laying in a bed, hearing my mom and grandmas voice. I couldnt speak. I remember leaving the hospital and everyone clapping as i left. I went home and all of my friends had signed a little dog with a little writing on it, wishing me to 'Get Well Soon'.  I have that little doggy to this very day. I keep in touch with some of my friends from San Anselmo school. Those i keep dear to my heart. So, because of my car accident i had to be on lots of medications for a long time since my spleen had been removed. I had the chances of catching sickness real easy. I did alot of home schooling but was finally able to go back to school by the age of 9. It was hard for me to adjust to a regular school setting. But i did it. :) To this very day i have the scars on my body to remind me of that horrific day. Its ok though, because i survived it. And thats all that matters...
2. I married my high school sweet-heart. We were both very young. I was only 21. At the time i had just got my hair license and he was a beginner teacher. We had our whole life ahead of us. We had goals and we were in love and alive. My precious moments with him was taking long drives to the beach. No specific destination, just drive the open road. We drove Hwy 1 a few times and would stop and take pictures of us smiling and enjoying the fresh air and ocean. I still have all my pictures. We would listen to the Smiths, Elvis, and Bob Dylan. I always enjoyed the Rolling Stones & the Cowboy Junkies. We made precious memories and i will always cherish them. We were married for 13 years.
3. Being a single mom. Hard work period. Im proud, im tired, i have a lack of sleep. But i wouldnt change it for anything in the world. I want to keep them safe always. Being a mom can be challenging at times and overwhelming. But i wouldnt change it for anything in the world. I will always be by there side. I will never leave them. I am so thankful i have 2 beautiful girls that will grow up together and have eachother forever.
4. Playing scrabble with a famous musician. =) He changed my life in a way that he will never know. At the time i was going threw such a crappy time in my life. And who would of known??? Playing Words With Friends i would actually make a friend hahaha. Hes a famous fiddler who travels with amazing Artists. He has been on Country Music Awards, Music videos and makes music for documentaries. Its cool cause when he travels he has messaged me of all the pretty things he sees along the way. Even while hes on stage rehearsing he has messaged me. At first i was like, is this guy for real? But i started following him on Twitter and matching all our conversations up and looking things up on You Tube and it all added up. Hes my number 4 cause he gave me hope that i still got it. Haha even if im not married, i have hope there is someone out there for me. Someone to talk to and share things with. Thank you ****! I bet your wondering what his name is?
5. It may sound odd to you but i had the experiance of going Wine tasting all by myself. =) It was the most powerful experiance! I hopped in my car and left my moms cause i wanted to buy a bottle of Carlos Santana Champagne to share with my friend. So i went and i walked in and started making conversation with a man that worked there. He offered me a glass of champagne, i said, 'sure' I drank and walked out. I walked over to the vineyard and awed at the site of it. I was all alone in this big world. A girl, who had just drank a glass of champagne, and was looking out at one of the most beautiful views ive ever seen.