My sweet daughter came up to me and said she wanted to be a massage therapist. And then said she wanted to be a teacher, a hair dresser a gymnast. She kept going on and on with a huge smile and look of excitement on her little face. I said you can be whatever you want to be baby girl. :) And gave her a great big hug.

Its amazing how when we were young we had all these hopes and dreams of what and who we want to become. As a kid we played make believe, we wanted to be a pilot or nurse or someone who worked on trains. My baby girl made me think of purpose in life. What is my purpose? Am i truly living the life that i want? Will i ever feel complete? Where do i want to be 5 years from now? If i die what will people say about me? Will i have made any difference in there life?

When you cant sleep at night because of worry. Then when you finally sleep you wake due to a nightmare. The struggle..I was trying to protect my girls from a storm. We were somehow stuck on a a round flat rock. If we walked away to far we would fall into a black hole. It was stormy and the waves kept pushing us. This ship was headed right towards us and miraculously it stirred its way around us and dropped into the black hole. I then covered my kids up with blankets to keep warm. And woke up because i looked out the window and realized we were not safe just yet.



 Missing you. Needing you.

Those days when we would shoot a cruise get food and listen to oldies with the windows down...I

Miss nights like that.  Searching for the one i adore...yes i am.

The day he took that dive in and said it tasted yummy.

Mmmm

Tasty...

Warm....

Enjoy i said. I will give it to you more often:)

Maby a little something on the side. Make it even more flavorful? A 3rd topping?

He couldn't resist. He kept coming back for more. 

Yes ..Yes...he loved the way i served it to him.

Made my heart warm to see his handsome face light up. All i want is to make you happy.

 Chorizo&Eggs

Your beautiful Your loved

In case no one 
told you today:

Your beautiful. Your loved.

Your needed. Your alive for a reason.

Your stronger than you think.

Your going to get threw this.

Im glad your alive.

Dont give up.

To you

She once was a bird who could fly anywhere she wanted. She was free. She was pure. She was happy. Papa bird said you can fly anywhere you want to in this whole wide world. Your going to be the greatest flyer this world will have ever seen.

 She did fly off one day. And landed in the wild.  She saw beautiful things. She saw very lovely things. She was happy. She felt bold and colorful. She was the prettiest bird you have ever seen. Papa bird told her shed be great and she was. Confident lovely bird. She saw and flew over gorgeous waters you can ever see. So blue you can see the bottom of the ocean. Many oceans she saw. Beautiful big giant trees and forests.

She made her way home one day to tell papa bird all about it. The look on his face. He was so proud of her.

Integrity

Integrity is the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles. It means doing the right thing even when no one is looking. Be true to yourself and do nothing that dishonors you. Stop and examine your life for a minute. Integrity is a word we here often. But have you ever just stopped,  focused, and pondered over what it means to you? I caught myself a few days ago sitting at my work desk thinking it over and over in my head. Do i display Integrity even when no on is looking? Integrity can take years to achieve but seconds to lose. A person who has integrity values family, friends, and coworkers. Honesty and trust are the heartbeat of it all. 

"Have the courage to say no. Have the courage to face the truth. Do the right thing because it is right. These are the magic keys to living life with integrity."- W.Clement Stone

Ways to display Everyday Integrity:

• Never betray a friends trust
• Keep your promises
• Remain true to your partner
• Show respect to your coworkers
• Be responsible
• Own up to your mistakes
• Return money that you noticed someone dropping
• Volunteer not once but over and over again

We want to display integrity in all aspects of life. Be trustworthy, dependable, loyal people.

Heartbreak

"One of the hardest things you will ever have to do, my dear, is to grieve the loss of a person who is still alive." -My father's advice