Secret life of a single hard working mom

Havnt blogged in forever it seems like. So much has happened in just weeks. The top of the year started off a bumb...alone on New Years Eve. Cheers to the single life! But believe me next year will all change. This momma is on the hunt for her next love. Shall i say lover? lOL wishful dreamful thinking hmmmm let me enjoy my thoughts for a minute.....OK times up haha Anyhow enough of that. Found a new job and am so happy im on the right track. I started a new job and low and behold BAM! I catch Bronchitis with a patch of Pneumonia on my left Lobe WONDERFUL! Fortunateley i did not loose my job! PHEWWWW!!! So lucky for that. Got my daughter all registered for high school next year CHECK life is on track..my youngest is doing very well in school so proud of the both of them. They make me so proud. And they can never ever say there mom was never there for them. Threw sickness and the whole 99 ive been there. There the loves of my life. Another thing has happend..ive been helping a good friend of mine help get some business going. Hes asked me to find numbers for him for shows. If i blurt what kind of show youd be shocked but its for a ladies night. Which would be completely incredible. Im his right hand it feels like. He calls and throws ideas and i give him my ideas on what women or men like and he runs with it. I did my part and got the number for the Magic Mike men from Las Vegas and they returned his call. He thanked me for all the help and support ive been giving him. I was amazed i found the right number for it is very difficult to get threw to some of these Vegas promoters. All i know is if this all plays out the way we been talking and he make things happen it will be an amazing feeling to be part of something so big. I will have part in the creating of this event and it feels amazing. And a feeling of accomplishment. Anyways enough about that  haa

The life of me in January 2017

You should of opened your eyes.

 I was crazy for you.

From here forward im going to be more positive and a better example.

Monterey CA

A beautiful day out in California :)

December 24 2016 Midnight Christmas

Christmas was ever so memorable this year. At the strike of midnight my aunt Valerie let all of us know there was 1 more special gift for all of us awaiting outside. She let us know that this surprise would be in memory of my dad and papa ( my grandpa ) We were all in suspense for almost 1 hour. She told us that this present would be outdoors and to put our beanies on and have our cameras ready. And it would make my mom tear up. We all wondered and guessed is it Santa coming on a sled? A new car? A trip to Italy? My dads ashes? Uncle rick surprising us? Gram?? All these questions and suspense were killing us. What felt like a hour was in reality 30 minutes. We all poured champagne and downed it into Christmas morning 12AM it was time to go outside. Here was our sweet sweet surprise....

We each got an individual lantern that once you light it you say a silent prayer or make a wish in remembrance of a loved one who has passed away. It was an amazing feeling of closure and bonding of love life and happiness all in one. Here are some pictures of the special moment we all shared together that night.

 I was able to say goodbye to my dad that night. A feeling of closure. 

I said my silent prayer, and let you drift off into the beautiful crisp sky. With thoughts of you.. how much love joy and heartache you brought me growing up leading into my adult years. I remembered the laughter and tears and your laugh your smile ohhh your contagious laugh that would make others laugh!! How much i miss your voice dad!! The times youd call me drunk off your ass.. leading up to that horrific morning call when Rena called to tell me you had just died a hour ago. With all those thoughts and memories i released you into the Cold crisp air. 

I love you pops. Forever in our hearts and i will find peace in memories of you.

The best highlight of 2016 was my grandma showing up at my doorstep after moving to Idaho. It was a surprise ill never forget! Missing her so much these days. She was my closest person to run too when i needed to escape and relax. Heres a few pictures of us!! :) I love her so much!!

Being Silly wearing my grams Hair piece lol