It finally hit her like a ton of bricks. Shes been putting herself second best for way to long. Its time to stop and get a grip out of life. Its time to smile. Your beautiful kind loving and have such a big heart. I feel like I've lost connection with the people i once felt really close to. Ive tried to reach out. Over and over again. Sometimes you just got to stop and pull away. You might be alone. But that is ok. Learn to love yourself and not be afraid. You've been stuck in a shell for way to long. Even if this means not being there for others the way you've always been. Its time to walk away from toxic relationships or people that take to much room in your head. Move the fuck on.